Friday, December 24, 2010

wish died but not suicide

today is christmas eve .
damn i should very happy cause tomorrow will be christmas dy .
but I m so emo now ish !
as real , 
I really lazy to stay in this world !
feel so meaninqsless !
nothing are ngam me suit me perferct for me .
Im just the baki of the world shyt !
well , I'll not suicide that stewbid & brainless !
i just hope i can leave peacefully & accidently .
maybe a fatal illness ,  expecialy brain cancer i wish to get now .
cause everytime of faint can get ur life ! it's just a easy way 
& not so much pain . 
I'll not have any regret or feel sorry if Im accidently qone .
it's maybe a kind of release ? shyt !
doneo still need stay on this world how many year to have a hard time /.\
dear jesus do you heard me ?

emo post damndamndamn ! 

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Girl, the world is big. Sadness will not last unless you look forward instead of backward. Time will come with happiness once you keep your goal and direction. As for past, just leave it as part of the memory and wait the time to wash it and forget about it.... Live happily and good things will come to you soon.

Fung Forever 峯